2021.12.09 07:17 bsjkamdkmx My maharashtrian sister. Dm only for chat with no limits and extreme.
2021.12.09 07:17 bissanick Just got the game. Any tips for a noob?
Just started playing the game with my cousin and we're pretty clueless on what we're doing. Any tips you guys can give a noob who spends most of the match scared shitless lol?
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2021.12.09 07:17 AndorHaavaldsen Offer for this NFT. Very Nice project. Link in comments
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2021.12.09 07:17 UnlikelyDaniel Criminal Mastermind Challenge
Looking for 3 players for the original criminal Mastermind Challenge. Anyone who knows pretty much all the heists and setups is welcome.
About me: lvl 400 something, like 2500 hours, and I played every heist mission more times than LJT called you in the past.
I'm 18, I live in middle Europe (GMT+1) and I'm home schooled so have lots of time rn. And I have kinda messed up sleeping schedule so I don't really sleep at night on weekends.
English is obv not my first language and I definitely have an accent but I mean I can kinda speak.
That's pretty much it. You can write here or send pm or just fly to my house with a depressor.
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2021.12.09 07:17 Stunning_Tradition34 Hey my midi (M-Audio) wasn't eligible for a live Lite license but when I requested a serial by selecting m audio as the company and provided them a pic of my keyboard, they sent me a serial. Will a get into trouble for this?
2021.12.09 07:17 Bot_Highlights Here's Trausi with a raid defense 2v1 | /u/loopuleasa
2021.12.09 07:17 meanstreamer Barely cooked ramen + 2 Duck Sauce Packets + 1 Soy Sauce Packets
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2021.12.09 07:17 st3wia_4_free globi yassification venn diagramm
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2021.12.09 07:17 MetalMillip3de My iron farm isn't working
I am using a very simple iron farm design that I've used for the last three updates and it's always worked I built it and it worked fine for about an hour than it stopped then after a few hours started working again then stopped and I did nothing but check on it
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2021.12.09 07:17 Delicate_Weapon Muddy Waters
2021.12.09 07:17 Bot_Highlights I made a fun little rust movie with my duo this week. Not very good at editing but i tried my best ! | /u/Spiderboy2246
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2021.12.09 07:17 Allahsaurus_Rex How about building a following by playing a game so ass backwards 🤣🤣 #upvotesforday !
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2021.12.09 07:17 svanapps Ziyituod PCI-E Sata Card & Riser
2021.12.09 07:17 RoronoaZoro848 Alguém pra fazer um cum tribute nessa amiga minha? Tenho mais fotos mando no pv
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2021.12.09 07:17 sensitive_sloth The Anthropocene Reviewed is the winner in the Best Nonfiction category of the Goodreads Choice Awards 2021!
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2021.12.09 07:17 jtr0n_ Work or gaming?
2021.12.09 07:17 HailHelix638 Ok wtf is happening?? It’s subtracting points but I’m still getting rewards?!?!
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2021.12.09 07:17 Abrikos_Nikitos Planets NFT project collection
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2021.12.09 07:17 Redditisajokelmfao 100%
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2021.12.09 07:17 Josefirw Polkadex network is now live on Subscan! You can now check transaction history, obtain Polkadex network analytics, search for blocks, extrinsics, events, and accounts, track your daily staking earnings, and more.
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2021.12.09 07:17 Effectives_Lock Alternative investments
I've been doing stocks for a long time now and have started to get interested in alternative investment. There are several interesting options like ex/ investing in music through ntf's , investing in unlisted companies through platforms, real estate (Tessin) or peer 2 peer loans.
What are your thoughts on alternative investments?
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2021.12.09 07:17 money_learner DeepMind releases study on Gopher (a 280 billion parameter language model) and two more language papers
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2021.12.09 07:17 BigMallard84 I'm really fucking scared to get emotionally close to anyone ever again
I usually delete things like this after I post them because I get paranoid someone will find out who I am in real life, and then find me and other irrational stuff. So I'll probably delete this after, but I don't want to ask anyone close to me because I've just been very closed off emotionally from people lately. I've been to therapy and am looking for a therapist again so please don't suggest any mental health stuff that's a work in progress. Everytime people immediately start jumping on that I feel worse because it's not there yet.
So I know I'm aroace, and I have known since middle school. I have rarely experienced alterous and sensual attraction though when I do it always makes me anxious now. It didn't originally, but it's because of a past situation that I'm now scared of it. I grew up with pretty abusive parents. Physically, emotionally, and potentially sexually. (but I don't remember fully to know for absolute sure with sexually.)
After I left my childhood house I went to college. It was a college for neurodiverse students, so there were actually a decent amount some out of the closet aroace people. Long story short I was convinced (more kind of set up and put between a rock and a hard place) to ask someone out, and I dated this person for a a couple months maybe a few. This just gave me more clarity that I was aroace. I slept over a lot originally with protest and absolutely hated it. I shoved my face into the pillow to pretend I wasn't there. I never got to the point of kissing or sex because I didn't want to. Sleeping over in the same bed almost every night was exhausting enough.
After this I became friends with someone who was also aroace and we moved into an apartment together. I normalized a lot of things I shouldn't have. He liked holding hands and stuff which was sometimes fine, but not when he didn't ask. I told him this but he said it was platonic, so I thought I was just being difficult at the time. (Now I know better than that) After awhile I started initiating contact I didn't want, but that's because of trauma and feeling trapped. I was originally very communicative and very upfront about my boundaries. This was slowly broken down. I didn't have support from family and all my friends were a state away. The friends I had growing up actually are still very involved in my life but at the time I had never told them about how bad the abuse was, and telling them now and being emotionally open at the time was too intimidating after all those years. I couldn't drive either. I felt guilty like I was a burden because of these things despite trying really hard to be independent in any way I could. He said I wasn't originally. When I started making other friends in the area is when things got worse.
He messaged people for me, and he would drive me to his parents house to visit when I told him I didn't want to go, but we were already out doing something else. I didn't like him romantically, but after awhile I got confused which I later found out was trauma bonding. He said that a lot of times people end up liking him and he just wants to be friends. So I felt bad when I thought I liked him. I never shared my emotions to the depth I did with him. I felt trapped and he said he felt trapped though he had the ability to leave and I asked him to many times. Now I had other friends in the area too who could help me get around, and I could even talk to if needed. He told me that he didn't want me to talk to them about that stuff because it wasn't fair to them. He was told he was afraid I would kill myself because of suicidal ideation. I wasn't orginally going to because I wasn't that broken down yet.
Then he started suggesting I go back to my mother's and saying he couldn't deal with my emotional stuff. I kept telling him that's for a therapist and it's not his responsibility, and I can't move out but he really needs to. He refused and would always turn it back to me saying it was for me.I started feeling guilty like I was holding him hostage and after awhile I actually told him I didn't know what else to do except kill myself and he pretty much said he would accept that and understood. I had a plan and if it wasn't for my friends catching on and one of them talking to me the day I planned because I was hanging out with them before I wouldn't be here. I never told her he was in on it because I promised him that I wouldn't tell anyone he knew. He mentioned the whole case in MA where the girl was accused of encouraging her bf to kill himself and was charged with involuntarily manslaughter. He said he was afraid that could be us, and so told me I can't tell anyone he knows or do it at the apartment. I am terrified to be close to anyone anymore in anyway whatsoever. I am afraid of I'm too close to anyone it will become this possessive trauma bonding shit. I just want to be able to hug people or be emotionally close without being afraid it's going to turn into some guilt trip thing that slowly turns into trauma bonding
My friend who talked me out of it I thought I had romantic feelings for, but don't. I just feel emotionally close. I was always worried about asking for hugs because I'm afraid I manipulate people emotionally if I get too close to them. I know that's completely irrational because I'm extremely upfront about what my intentions are, but I just am really scared of being close to anyone anymore. I also have learned that when a lot of people get into relationships platonic connections don't matter anymore. I really love this friend not romantically just in general and the idea that it wasn't important if it wasn't romantic made me sad.
Her and another friend in the group are now dating which is awesome! They are both really good people and I know she has liked him for a really long time! I'm always afraid of interacting now though because I'm always anxious somehow I will cross some emotional line. I don't understand relationship norms or the feelings that go into that. So I can't quite understand the emotional aspect, and I know that's something personal and pretty sensitive for many people. I'm also somewhat sad I don't talk to her as much openly anymore.
It constantly feels tense, and there's also a ton of stuff I haven't told her that is eating me alive. Stuff that was happening behind the scenes, and also how during that time why I started distancing myself is because I was worried about her safety if I spent too much time with her. He looked her up online, constantly asked how she was doing, and pretty much while talking about wanting to hang out with her by himself played a song from a musical about two guys that get convinced to go to a grave yard, and then are shot. I also knew reporting this there's no evidence, I have bad childhood trauma, and the people who know him wouldn't want to believe that. So the only good way to handle this was leave as fast as I'm able. It was absolutely crazy shit and I still sometimes look at and go, "How the fuck is any of that actually real?" Now is absolutely not the right time to tell her all of this because it would be too much emotionally right now to handle. I'm also somewhat afraid maybe all this time I have truly been a state of psychosis since childhood because a lot of the stuff that has happened to me is absolutely horrendous and it's sounds like stuff that would be in some really fucked up movie. (I know that's not true rationally, but welcome to depersonalization and internalized gaslighting!) Though yeah I'm scared to get emotionally close with anyone ever again.
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2021.12.09 07:17 Acereaper_Blaze Which is ur least favourite sub and why is it r/teenagers?
2021.12.09 07:17 ADdreaming When AOC
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